My husband made me cry today. Not intentionally, in a beautiful way that just can’t be controlled no matter how hard you try, the last 4 months of emotions came pouring out of me, just by sharing my post I had written yesterday about my experience with MIBG. He never leaves my side, he takes care of me 24hours a day, meanwhile balancing his worsening illness and doctors as well. We are making it work, but we certainly appreciate each moment. We love each other so much it’s impossible to describe, but he does a pretty good job at it in his super adorable French way:
This took a long time to be able to write this post. Finaly you where able too. You are so strong Miranda I hope that you can help others with this post. Butt I hope it helped you by writing what was in your heart. I know how hard this was I was next to you while you where writing this story. How tired and all the attacks you had while doing it. God I’m lucky to have you near me.
Thank you lord to give her the streingth to do so. You inspire me to be a better person and I pray for allot of years with you. We don’t know how many we have butt let’s make them the best we can.
I love you so so Mutch. Please stay with me for ever and ever. I could not imagine not taking care of you. It would kill me. You are so amaysing. And a joy to be with and to love. I have to stop or I’ll cry like a baby.
Love you baby.
God your special. 💋💋💋💋💋💋💗💋💋💋💋💗
Serge said to me despite the adversity of what we have experience, what we get to experience together is the most beautiful thing anyone will ever get to share, and we are so blessed we are able to go through something not many people will ever get to feel in their lifetime. So we should enjoy every moment of it together, and be grateful for our amazing connection we’ve always shared.
I am thankful I have such an incredible husband who looks at life and our love in the same positive manner that I do.
I know it’s hard sometimes that even YOU don’t get to know deep within what’s inside of me, until I write and process everything. I have to relive the trauma in order to help others, and that’s okay.
Sometimes I’m tired and scared and disappointed but I have you constantly here to keep the smile that never leaves my heart even when the pain takes it away from my face.
I recently wrote about not having a decent choice when it comes to treatment, what choice do we have anyways? When you’re constantly suffering through surgery, procedures, and now invasive treatments – and it doesn’t work… You just keep feeling worse, and it keeps taking it’s course, you might start to think, well do I even do the next treatment?
I was discussing the fact that with everything my body has suffered through since my diagnosis October 10, 2014, my metastatic pheochromocytoma still stubbornly proves disappointing results despite constant aggressive efforts to remove and radiate, still damages me with it’s overbearing symptoms, still hasn’t slowed down or given us even a glimpse of a stable point, but even with all of this pain and suffering…
The choice is simple
The question is not “Should I do this treatment?”
The question is, “Should I do everything I can to stay with you?”
I’ll always choose you, I will always choose us.
The choice is simple, yes, we choose to have hope. We choose to try. We choose to do everything we can. We choose to say we did.
We choose to do everything we can to stay together, even if twenty things don’t work, I’m willing to suffer through them to see if one will.
I think that is what it means to be fabulous ‘Fabulous despite the odds’
Your loving wife,
Pheo VS Fabulous 💖
I had shivers reading your post . . . Beautiful . . .
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I am still misty eyed, I said to Serge “so there!” That’s what you get for making ME cry (lol) and then I ended up making myself cry more. 😂💛 XOXOX – Thank you for reading Cathy, as always
I am in awe of you, sweet girl, and also of your wonderful husband!
This was absolutely beautiful!
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Victoria, thank you for your kindness towards us 💛 You are so sweet.
OMG I sobbing my heart out here. Lol You know when you have your soul mate but when you are sick they step up a gear and proved to you that the wedding vowels mean everything in sickness & health. My husband is my life without him this journey would be so much harder and I’m sure yours would be the same.
From another cancer patient, you have no idea as a husband, what you do for us. You undying love and support is huge. Just being there means everything. Days & nights would be so much harder without you. Your commitment can never be questioned and you are our rocks. Thank you is judt not enough. X
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I love you guys. I know soulmates when I see them. Few people will ever have that blessing in their life, no matter how long they live or how healthy they are. It’s a treasure you’ve been given and you are both so wise to realize that and fully celebrate what you have together. Cupcakes and Sprinkles are a match made in heaven. 🍰🍩🍦💗